Hi!

You might be wondering why I wasn’t posting for a few days. Actually, I don’t even know why, I have some completed posts ready to publish in my Drafts but I just didn’t want to post them. The Covid 19 situation in India is going out of control and maybe that’s why I’m not in a great mood. Even my neighbors have tested positive and we are really scared. The situation is going out of control but people still don’t understand. I really don’t know what to write right now, I haven’t written a single post in the past week so I’m trying to do something to light up my mood. I think talking to my readers would help, so friends… how are you doing? What are you up to these days? Talk about anything! Let’s chat in the comments!

And also, you know the Photography Contest I’m hosting, right? Final date of submitting your entries is May 15, 2021 so hurry up!

I don’ know why but I want to share this song’s lyrics with you…

NIve – Tired (listen to this song, you won’t regret it)

I don’t know what to do with these feelings
Staying strong, all I do is pretending ’cause
I feel so helpless
I’m losing my senses

Smiling face wearing off, I’m so sorry
But I tried, yeah, I tried, oh I’ve had enough
Something inside me
Is killing me slowly

Who am I now?
I can’t find the answers
When I’m buried in my bed feeling hopeless
How do I breathe?
When I’m underwater
Please don’t tell me it’s a part of the growing
I’m sick of this pain
So tell me the answers
Why am I feeling all the weight of this world
Oh I don’t know, know, know, know, know

Maybe I’m tired
Maybe I’m tired, yeah
Think I hit the bottom of myself
Someone come and mend this broken heart
‘Cause I’m tired
Baby, I’m tired of myself
Think I’ve had enough, I’ve reached my limit
I don’t wanna feel this way again, yeah-yeah

If I go take a walk, will it help me?
Take a shot with my friends, will it make it stop?
I’m losing my mind now
Losing direction

If I scream all I want in my bedroom
Will my life get much better than right now? Oh
Somebody help me
‘Cause I’m suffocating

Who am I now?
I can’t find the answers
When I’m crying in my bed feeling sorry
I don’t know, know, know, know, know

Maybe I’m tired
Maybe I’m tired, yeah
Think I hit the bottom of myself
Someone come and mend this broken heart
‘Cause I’m tired
Baby, I’m tired of myself
Think I’ve had enough, I’ve reached my limit
I don’t wanna feel this way again, yeah-yeah

Waking up I’m such a mess
How many nights does it take to grow up?
Please don’t ever leave me here
Alone in the dark ’cause I can’t help myself
Oh I (I know, I know, I know)
Oh I (I know, I know, I know)

Maybe I’m tired
Maybe I’m tired, yeah
Think I hit the bottom of myself
Someone come and mend this broken heart
‘Cause I’m tired
Baby, I’m tired of myself
Think I’ve had enough, I’ve reached my limit
I don’t wanna feel this way again, yeah-yeahYeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah

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      4. You know at first I didn’t like Billie but I’m becoming a fan of her now, her music is so unique. I haven’t listened to many of Ariana’s songs but I love all of the ones I have. And what to say about Selena, she’s in my top 5 favorite artists!

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      5. Oh! I like billie! And I love Ariana and Selina is a queen! I am giving bts a try! Don’t know if that’s gonna work

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      12. Okay so; winter is compared to sorrow. And spring to happiness! So if sorrow is here happiness can’t be far away

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      14. Oh! Actually my grandfather used to tell to you my mother. It’s a very old phrase. And it was created by my grandpa!
        He passed away when my mom was in 10!

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  3. Poorwa, I am sorry to hear that you are going through these difficult times. Try to do the activities that make you the happiest. Hopefully it will take your mind off the terrible situation going on. I am sending you good thoughts and prayers. Stay safe. Scott

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  5. It’s okay to feel sad poorwa, we all are going to difficult times especially in India. I don’t know why people still don’t take it seriously. Two weeks ago, my long distant relative died and it’s so heartbreaking to hear death news every second in the news. Let’s hope for the better days to come because winter can’t last longer.
    Sending much love and healings to you ❤️

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  6. Hey poorwa ..
    how r ya doing ? It’s completely okay to not post .., ik it’s sooo heartbreaking.. but you need to hope for everything to be back to normal .. 😊
    I hope you r safe … take care
    Sending lots of love and positive vibes ❤️❤️

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  7. Hi Poorwa there is no need to rush take your time! Sending love to you ❤️ so sad to hear your neighbours tested positive. I am good 😌 thanks!!!! I am a Muslim and Eid is soon, it’s likely to be Wednesday and Thursday but we have to sight the moon. I am so excited because I have a huge family because I am Emirati 🇦🇪 and I get to see them and we get presents 🎁 and in my country uae 🇦🇪 Eid is 4 days and we get 4 days of school!! And the whole of country parties!! Us Emiratis spend the first day of Eid with family and the rest we spend it and party in the country! How are you and what have you been up to? Hope your 12th Exams are ok 👍

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    1. Thanks Maya! Thanks so much for sharing, I always love to know about different cultures! I’m better now, these days I have nothing to do except blogging. So I’m working on it! My online classes haven’t started yet, I really wish we could attend them offline but….

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  12. No need to post every week, we are not going anywhere. We can understand amidst such a situation thinking of your blog and posts is a secondary thing. Your health and safe surrounding is the first priority. Hope you are doing well and also pray that your neighbours will come out of it soon! 🙂

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  14. I’m so late to this post. Idk how I missed it.
    Anyway, As you know, I’ve been feeling similarly, and as so many people have told me, it’s okay to feel this way sometimes.
    It’s really good that you’re writing about it, and you should continue doing that! And talk to someone you’re close with too 💙

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  15. Hi, Poorwa! I understand how difficult it is. Why don’t people just stay indoors for a few weeks and chill! It would be normal or atleast better than this if people understand their responsibility towards the country. Even my neighbours are tested positive and we are not even allowed to go on the terrace.

    We are here for you, Poorwa! Like Ray said it is good that you are sharing how you are feeling. It would atleast make you feel better. If you ever need to talk, send me an email, I will be there to listen. The bad times will go away soon, all we have to do is stand by each other and be strong! 💕
    Much love, Roshni.

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